a visit back in time

this is one of my favourite picture:)
lol the title sound so fishy.anyway,as i'm back home the day normal are still in school studying,leading their normal life.i thought,''hey,why not pay a visit right?''on Wednesday,there i am back in my old school.HOW AWKWARD.

so lets stop about the awkwardness because minute by minute i 'in' with them.

i'm glad.sure are they.the pleasuring moment is when we GIRLS instantly chat,talk about anything that came into our minds.problems that are long left.explode.the feeling of being there is almost like eating baskin robin while watching a romantic movie.such metaphor.haha.

so,they are actually preparing for a drama theater.even the sound of it is exciting.as i'm NOT the one acting i just,well.watch them rehearse.though if i could be in .i would be delighted.

and then for ages,no no for months long,i reunite with my so called BFF-naufal.i miss him.like badly.i have so many words to say yet zero courage.he seems fine except for all the moustache that has grown .he's kinda in a relationship with nadzierah.it's never heartbreaking for me.however,months ago the story was different.i guess,i had missed lots of the chapter in his life.it should be easy to catch up but i dont see i should.i open his facebook account and the way i see it.he is fine without me.he even got a new listener. so,i conclude with or without me,he wont be affected.sound pathetic,it is the fact.some say jealousy?yahh well,maybe.everybody wants to feel special right?so there come aliff.he's lunatic.he is just a FRIEND.yes.he's taken.how should i say this,umm.with him i feel,,ME.just me.funny.okay,then naufal IM me,saying we grew apart,i contact aliff but not him.truth is aliff contact me.it cant always me going up to you.what am i to you anyway?it is enough said.i'm done.

so,went back home half heartedly.a side is happy.the other,vise versa.

should be,i must help them record their drama the next day.i dindt show up.i woke up late.the other is,God only knows.